Holls

I've deserted all the online communities I use to go to. I've focused on my real life. I'm enjoying it and I made a promise to myself to never go back again. I'm forcing myself to grow up more and find happiness in real life situations.

I've had a great month. With no pain. I'm erasing all those memories of the people who hurt me before. I'm making a promise to myself to never think of these people again. Never regret losing their friendship, never focus on stuff that happened with them, never remembering them. Never let myself beat myself up over them because theres a reason their not in my life right now.

My life is getting pieced together. I'm so proud of myself. I'm so happy that I've made plenty of new friends through YSL program. I'm going to surround myself with real life situations now. Forget all the pain and drama from the online world. I've slowly been cutting back my internet time. I only use social networking sites and my journals, with the exception of watching television online thats all I'm going to do from now on.

Besides contact with the few people I care about and can't afford to let go from my life, and they know who they are, I don't want anything to do with anybody that I've never met in person again. I'm sorry to those I know but don't talk to anymore. I hope life is great for you and I hope you find peace, love and happiness.

Much love,

Holly