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#1 012340


    Suffer from Reality

Posted 09 January 2017 - 08:37 AM

Is there a moment where I'll finally be able

To let my lungs fill with air,

Where entrenchment of lonely will subside and

Release the suffocating hold it has on the inner workings

Waging a battle, trying so desperately not to let go,

Not let feelings overwhelm basic processes of survival

Where every action is constricted by frozen fingertips,

And the inability to grasp anything which is held dear.


The warmth of the embrace doesn’t linger,

Like hoping warm currents would wash over me

Burying deep the remnants of frigid cold moments

That have built up over this time; it hurts.


What happened before?

Something convinced me to look forward

Away from anxious tip...top…tap…tapping noises my feet make

Away from cuts on hands once gentle

Away from questioning moments and being and what is felt and the how and why of it all



I dare not say I go back to being a little boy

Which hid under countless blankets, pretending that

Whatever was breathing ruthlessly down over me

Wouldn’t be able to get to me if I had only hidden.

Edited by 012340, 09 January 2017 - 08:38 AM.

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Memories are all we really are, if someone forgets, what happens to us?
It's not that tough once you look around yourself and see what other people have to deal with.

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Posted 09 January 2017 - 02:06 PM

totally beautiful!

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:31 PM

Long and nice read. Thanks for sharing :-)

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